Review of “In An Absent Dream” by Seanan McGuire

Blurb:
A stand-alone fantasy tale from Seanan McGuire’s Alex award-winning Wayward Children series, which began in the Alex, Hugo, Nebula, and Locus Award-winning, World Fantasy Award finalist, Tiptree Honor List Every Heart a Doorway
This fourth entry and prequel tells the story of Lundy, a very serious young girl who would rather study and dream than become a respectable housewife and live up to the expectations of the world around her. As well she should.
When she finds a doorway to a world founded on logic and reason, riddles and lies, she thinks she’s found her paradise. Alas, everything costs at the goblin market, and when her time there is drawing to a close, she makes the kind of bargain that never plays out well.

Publisher: Tor.Com
Published: 1st February 2019
Length: 204 Pages
Genre: Magical Realism
Main Place of Action: A small town in America (1960-75)
Price: 14,95€ on Amazon

Summary:
Katherine is a young girl who has her life already planned out on her 6th birthday. She likes to keep her head in a book whenever she can, gathering wisdom, going on adventures with Alice, Peter, and Dorothy. When one day her own adventure awaits, she does not hesitate for long. Behind the door in the big tree is a world that would have made her heroes want to tag along. But it comes with consequences and life lessons, Katherine maybe did not want to learn that early…

Review:
As the blurb suggests this book is part of a series, but I got it as part of a mystery box and I can assure you that you need no knowledge pre-reading to enjoy the story 😉 It reminded me very heavily of Alice in Wonderland(with a splash of Pinnochio!), the story is even referenced in the book, but for me, it’s not a bad thing at all. I am a big fan of the old story and I really liked this one^^ It might be similar, but it does not take place in wonderland and tells its own tale.

All in all the story is about a young girl who does not seem to fit in the world she was born into, so a magical different one appears before her and she takes the chance to visit it. Unlike Alice in Wonderland, it’s not a one-way trip, she actually changes between both worlds multiple times, but you have to read the book to know in which world she ends up 😉
As a rather strange girl myself, I know the feeling of not fitting in and I have always dreamed about getting an opportunity like that, which made it even more fun reading about what world another person has made up^^

Reading the book and getting to know the world, understanding its rules was very intriguing, but only at the end is where the reader really begins to understand, what price has to be paid. The end actually has confused me a little bit and make me wonder if maybe the other books in the series do have some kind of meaning in this story too. But only a small one, so you would still be good, not having read the other books in the series. But I think about getting them now 😛

In between the story, there are some illustrations sprinkled in, to make help the reader imagine the world. But there are only about 3 illustrated pages, so there is still enough room for your own interpretations^^ Still I really appreciate the ones being there and their art style. They are somewhat sketchy and have this kind of magical flow to them, which really made them fit into what I have imagined while reading the story.

The only thing that really bothered me with this book is how fast the story is told. We have the adventure of a girl, growing up from an 8-year-old to an 18-year-old woman, having to make harsh decisions, told on about 200 pages, even though it could have been maybe even double the amount. There are many time skips and things that happened “off-screen” or in this case “off-page” which we are only told about very briefly, never really grasping what has happened. It also makes it quite hard to understand the protagonist sometimes. As I said, she has to make some very hard decisions, but I personally can’t really tell how she decided on them. In some ways, I even feel like I never really got to know her.

Final Verdict:
I was so looking forward to experiencing a story that could be compared with my all-time favorite and in some ways, this one has met my expectations. But I am still very sad about it being told in such a fast way, making it seem more like a short bedtime story, not giving me enough room to bond with the protagonist and really accompany her on her adventure. And there was some story happening behind the scenes, it’s not like the author did not have enough material, she just chooses to not include it and I can’t understand that at all. I would have loved to read a more detailed story, but I still would recommend reading it. If you are into short stories or want to experience something Alice in Wonderland-like and you see that book somewhere, definitely pick it up! But just know, that you won’t get to dive too deep into an otherwise fantastic story and a cool new world. That’s why I give the story a 3 out of 5 rating.

Greetings and good wishes
The Mad Hattress