January 26

Sexism in Videogames

Can you really choose between two equal options?

This is quite a controversial topic, I know. And I don’t want to talk about every little detail in this conversation of things that have been wrong in video games. I actually love playing them myself, which is why I was motivated to write this post in the first place! Because I played games like Genshin Impact and the new Assainscreed games, where you can choose between a male and a female main character, but can you really? That’s what I want to focus on today 🙂

When you search for Genshin Impact or for any of the three latest Assassins Creed games, tell me what kind of images pop up. No really, do it and then come back here, just so you know that I don’t make up stories here. Have you done it and come back? Good, thank you. Then I assume you saw the artwork of the game and screenshots of the game and official promotional images of the game and most of them had the male version of the main character in them, right? I don’t talk about the images where the games refer to the character having two versions, but just normal promotional art with one version of them on the image. It’s always the guy wearing trousers for Geshin and the male assassins, isn’t that weird?

This little experiment showed that even though most games today have the option of choosing between two genders, the targeted audience is still the male one, wanting to play the male heroes. And that’s just a minor detail of what is upsetting me in these kinds of games. Another thing is how you play the games, which is especially visible in the new Assains Creed game.

Female heroes are just a copy of the male onesometimes even censured

As you might know, those games often take place in some historical sites in the past, often at times where women were treated much differently than men were. So tell me then, why do I have the exact same dialogue playing a woman with an axe as a man with an axe. Because if I would really be in the presented time, I would have to deal with a lot more catcalling, not being taken seriously, or even attempted rape. I don’t think those things should keep the female version from being able to do everything in the game, but when you put this option in, it should feel real. So that when playing a woman, I might have to demonstrate my strength to make a man take me seriously because sadly that’s how it was and sometimes still is. But that’s not how it’s portrait in video games, because adding a female character version is not thought thorough decision, but a thing “you just do” in these modern times and you basically just copy-paste the function you already program for your real protagonist.

Another example, which I personally felt a big disadvantage was in the newest Assasins Creed game Valhalla. It was the first AC game where you could put on very different kinds of tattoos all around your body. I love customization like that and you had the option, to actually pay for those tattoos and new ones were coming out along with story updates and new character gear. So it was less of a gimmick and more of a full-on new feature they wanted to celebrate. But as a woman, you were not able to actually wear or see all of them, as you were not able to wear certain clothes. You might ask yourself, why it is that your female character does not have access to certain clothing?
Well actually, it was about how little clothing your character was able to wear. The male character was able to go and kill people with a bare chest, but the female version always needed to wear a kind of binder for her breasts. As a side note, the game Assasins Creed Vahalla was the first AC game which you would have to be 18 years old to buy, that being the legal age for drinking, driving a car and anything else in Germany. So there was really no reason to save adults from having to look at female nipples(which would have been digitally created). And in a game like this laziness does not count as an excuse.

Another problem with this exact game mechanic, which again just shows how this concept was not thought through at all, is the fact that you can’t upgrade your binder. You can upgrade everything else in the games, running around wearing a wolf coat with gold embellishments, shining boots, the sharpest weapons and even jewellery! But your character never got the chance to upgrade their old binder which they owned from the start of the game. Which seems to be just a white cloth that looks ridiculous together with gold embellished clothing. Meaning that basically every piece of clothing which required the male character to run around with a bare chest, making the great chest tattoos visible, the female version always looks odd. Not only because the tattoos could not be shown off in full glory, but because the old binder made it look like you combined some Level 1 armour with level 60 armour. Which I guess in turn explains why there is so less advertisement with the female character for this game, because the harsh, cool and rustic Viking look for which even the tattoos were really important just did not look good on the female character. Which the developer did not care or think about, because who does play as a female Viking anyways. right?

Conclusion

Don’t get me wrong, I am not angry because of some tattoos. I am not angry because of being treated nicely despite the fact that my character looks like a person who at that time in history might have been burned at a stake. I am not angry about the nicely designed male character I see every time I load up my Genshin game. I am angry about what’s behind all of these decisions: A man, thinking of other men, not of any women, who also pay for the games, play the games, recommend the games, and so on. We have 50% of the whole population being female, why does everyone seem to forget about or deliberately ignore that fact?

It’s not that difficult, I just wish for a game, where different gendered characters are included not only to please some feminist voices or to seem somewhat progressive but to actually give the players different options to experience the story. I want to feel my character struggle but thrive if it fits the setting of the game. I want more options to customize my character and either both female and male exclusive items or have the option to wear everything on both in a satisfying way. In short, I just want my character to be equal, not copies of each other, not censured versions. If a developer feels like only a male character fit his narrative, then just include one. But if you want to include more options, do it right. Think of everyone you are representing not only the men. I am a woman and I love videos games and I am just one out of many, don’t forget about or ignore us. Because we do not only play the games, we do pay for them too. If that’s the motivation people need these days so change something…

Greetings and good wishes
The Mad Hattress

January 19

Happy Birthday to us!

By now my blog will be exactly one year old, my first post was published on the 19th or January 2021 🙂 Congrats to me and thanks you to all of the people who have read my posts, talked to me about it and subscribed to this little project of mine! When I started, I did not really know where I was going. I just wanted to write about stuff I am passionate about, connect with people and maybe share some of my views. After one year, I think there are some things I want to try and change for the better. Posting more regularly, structure my longer posts in a better way and just make it a greater experience for all of us! You could say those are my new years’ resolutions(or at least some of them) for 2022 😉

Though the start into the new year sadly was not a great one for me personally. I really wanted to make a post about our new years’ traditions, but we did not get to do all of them, because we had a tragic loss in the family. As I want to keep my privacy, I won’t explain that further for now, but please be a bit patient with me, especially about my new years’ resolutions and what kind of posts there will be within the next weeks.
I have not yet decided which subscriptions to keep, which ones to cancel or which new ones to take on. I also have not yet published reviews about all of the subscriptions I started last year and I can’t say when they will be scheduled. So if you were looking forward to monthly reviews of subscription or mystery boxes, it might take a while until it’s all sorted out. But when it is, I hope that we will all be happy with it 🙂

There are also will be some more commentary-like posts in the future, which I had actually already written last year but I was not happy with how they looked and how they were structured. As you may have seen with my last post about Sexism in Cartooning, Manga and Anime, I already tried out something new. Don’t hesitate to let me know how you liked it! Some similar posts might be coming soon since as I just mentioned I basically already prepared them months ago and it’s a bit easier for me to finish and upload them than to come up with totally new stuff right now. Still, those posts are talking about some topics which are very important to me, so they are not bad (I hope) but just different to the posts you were used to seeing here. But I promise there will be light-hearted posts and reviews still in the future!

The picture at the beginning was drawn by myself and I am very happy about the progress I have made so far. Drawing people is still hard for me, I have learned some really useful tips and tricks for digital drawing in the last weeks! Surely I will tell you some more about it in an upcoming post too. Currently, I am still thinking about creating a new Instagram account just for my art, if I do, I will let you know 😉 Maybe I will even post some more drawings on here, we will see 😛

And last but not least I have something reaaaaally exciting to tell you! Since most of my regular viewers here are actually some of the penpals I have met on the App “Slowly”, I know from many of them that they want to learn German^^ I am no teacher myself, but they have told me that exchanging letters with me in German from time to time is really helpful 🙂 So I decided that I want to at least try(we will see how well it works later xD) to write my posts in both English AND German! I will have to see in which order I will update the later posts, hopefully, all of the posts in the future will be available in both languages. Maybe it’s just interesting for you to switch between them and try to understand some German 😉 Or maybe it really is helpful for your learning progress! Either way, I am really excited about this, as another feature for my blog in 2022!

Greetings and good wishes
The Mad Hattress

January 12

Sexism in Cartooning and Manga / Anime

My Art Journey

I was always fascinated by people who can draw and for a long time, I thought that would be a talent you have to be born with to actually create amazing art as we see in Comics, Manga, Cartoons, and Anime. But with Corona coming around and me saving some time on not having to get to University and back, for example, I wanted to use that newfound time to learn some new skills or maybe get some more hobbies. Drawing or better learning how to draw became an idea that manifested in my head and nagged me till the point where I finally just started to try it out.

My goal is to be able to tell my own stories with engaging characters, interesting backgrounds, and just expressive art in general. I want it to be something in between western comics and eastern manga, but of course, I have not found my definitive style yet 😉 To get better, I am currently watching a lot of tutorials on Youtube on how to draw eyes, mouths, noses, and faces in general, since I have to start somewhere xD And while watching these various tutorials from different artists there has been something coming up again and again which just does not sit right with me, thus I feel the need to talk about it over here: Gender and Sexism.

Just as a heads up: I don’t want to talk about sexist plotlines and character actions in Cartoons or Anime, since that’s a whole other can of worms I might be tackling another day xD What I want to talk about is solely limited to the way people draw and teach how to draw people in a comic or manga style. Let’s begin with the light stuff and end on the very problematic ones 😉

Female and Male attributes

The First thing I have noticed in these videos is that there is a distinct separation between how you draw a male and how you draw a female character. And I get that there has to be some kind of indication, as guidelines. So if an artist wants to make a character of his being read as female, he should be able to do that. But some of the things which are getting taught, sits a bit wrong to me.

Like the fact that the biggest two distinctions between male and female read characters are eyelashes and lips, female characters get them, male ones don’t. Because as real people we all know those features are not gendered, male read and female read people both have these features and they are not different from each other. There are other factors like certain genes which might give BIPOC larger lips, some might have naturally red lips other have the same colour as their skin tone. But again the factor here is not the gender, but the general genes. The same thing goes for the eyelashes, some people naturally have longer ones and others might have shorter, or thinner ones, making them appear less visible.

Obviously, we all know that and what you might think to yourself now is: those features on women are extraggered because they have been known to wear makeup more often, especially in the past. And I have to agree with you on that to some extent. I am sure that’s where this phenomenon of drawing originated from but we have to ask ourselves the question: Why do we still use or repeat that kind of style? Because in these modern times, all genders are allowed to wear makeup and if they would have been in the past, there would have been a lot more men doing it already too.

I draw caricatures, not real people!”

Now I know many people would say at this point: These are not fully realistic characters anyways and you have to make a distinction between them. It’s just normal to see eyelashes or thick lips and expect them to belong to a woman, right? But the thing is: It’s only normal to us, because we see it reproduced a thousand times. It’s not set in stone in the way our brains are wired, it’s a man-made thing and it can be changed, by representing gender differently. For example, pirates are often represented wearing eyeliner, so many people are actually totally fine with male pirates wearing makeup because they have seen it so often that it has become normal to them. Meaning that if you would show them other kinds of makeup on men often enough, that too would become normal at one point.

Since I have thought about this topic for so long here are some features that I might suggest we all try to use for drawing different genders in the future, because they are actually often(but not always) based on the gender a person is born with. The overall shape of a woman’s body is more curved, they have bigger hips for example, and if they gain weight or muscles it will show in different areas than when you would draw a man. Men are more edged, less round so to speak, the same thing with weight and muscle gain showing differently in their anatomy. And of course, in non-realistic styles, you don’t have to show every muscle, but you can keep in mind that it will take the shape of a man’s body and the shape of a women body different and you can use that to convey your message as an artist. I am sure that’s only one of many ways, but it shows that change is not impossible.

The role of women as objects

This post already is a bit longer, but I still want to speak about the other thing I have noticed and it will be a lot quicker to talk about it because sadly it’s something all women are very familiar with. When listening to those mostly male teachers on YouTube talking about how to draw the female characters, they often used words like “seductive“, “sexy” and “lushes“. But when I want to learn how to draw a mouth, why do I have to learn how to draw it in a seductive way? Why do eyes have to be sexy? Just as a reminder: those were basic tutorials. I am not against art that is seductive and I am sure there are tips and tricks on how to create art like that too, which are very helpful. But I just don’t get why that would be something taught to a beginner.

Also, why are those words only used when talking about female features? Can’t men’s eyes have a sexy look to them too? I am a bisexual woman, I get the appeal of other women, but again that’s not something I am looking for when searching for tutorials. We can’t justify that by saying those teachers were male and they will be attracted to female read people, so that’s why they are using the language like that. Are they supposed to only teach other cis-male people learning art, so we are supposed to think that is the way how they communicate and that’s why “they understand” that the teachers “did not mean it like that”? Because YouTube is available to everyone. Drawing is available to everyone. Art is something that can be created by anyone. So make it for everyone and think about how 50% of the people potentially watching will feel if you can’t stop fantasizing about the lines to draw to create a female character.

Verdict

I am not sure if there is a real verdict to be made here, since I can’t review the way people teach something in a way I can review a book or a movie. But I think it helps to speak up when you notice things like that. Because if we don’t, things will never change. I don’t expect this post to go viral, or for those teachers to read it by accident, but if just some people start to notice similarities in videos they watch or lessons they listen to and they speak up, we already made progress 🙂 It was just very strange for me to see that something like this did not really change in so many years, that artists from over 50 years ago are still referenced and copied. Not that I don’t think we shouldn’t honour the old artists! I just think with new times, there will be new artists and new ways to draw too and that we maybe should focus more on those. Go with the time and explore new possibilities^^

Greetings and good wishes
The Mad Hattress

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January 5

A Review on “How To Write A Letter” by Chelsea Shukov & Jamie Grobecker

Picture used from *here*

Publisher: Clarkson Potter
Published: 19th October 2021
Length: 139 pages
Genre: How-to Book
Price: 11,99€ on Amazon

What is it about?

The go-to resource for creative ideas and helpful tips for writing thank you notes, addressing envelopes, cover letters, and everything in between, from the creators of Sugar Paper

Feeling like sending a little love in the mail but not sure how to get started? Along with letter-writing golden rules, How to Write a Letter will make it easier to:

• select the perfect stationery for any occasion
• find the best salutation and sign off
• choose the right words for any situation, from congratulations to condolences
• properly address an envelope in style

With this book, you’ll discover how hand-writing your thoughts and feelings have the magic to turn a card, letter, or even scrap of paper into a treasure.

Review:

You might think to yourself: What an odd name for a review! But as you can see, today’s review is not about me telling you how to write a letter, but reviewing a book about that topic! As someone who loves writing letters and sending cards for festive occasions, I really wanted to know what a book like that would be about exactly. If I could agree or disagree with the points mentioned and if it might help me up to my game or bore me a lot. So if you had the same thought or are like my husband and can’t get past the greeting in a card alone hoping this book might help you out, this post is for you!

It’s a fairly small book, which was what surprised me at first. I was expecting a guide of some sort and ruffling through the first few pages, I was a bit disappointed seeing every first page only being half-filled and every second page filled with an illustration. Don’t get me wrong, those Ilustartions fit the style of the book and look great, but I thought I paid for tips, not nice aesthetics. It gets somewhat better after the initial pages, but there are sections like that in the book till the end. Was that necessary or could more information have been added?

I like the topics they have chosen to talk about like “thank you” notes, professional pursuits, or loss. There is something in here for every important occasion you would want to write a letter about. They all come with example letters, that might kickstart your own ideas or help you understand what writing a letter about loss, for example, is really about. I could really see how someone like my husband, could use this to come up with ideas, especially with their section called “finding the right words”. But it does not give you much, if you need to write multiple letters about one topic, you will either have many similar ones or don’t get past the first. I would have loved some more pages, with some more examples.

The authors Chelsea Shukov & Jamie Grobecker seem to know what they are talking about since they have successfully started the company sugar paper which focuses on gifting something substantial in a digitalized world. They produce their own stationery from paper, over notebooks to their own pencils. Their company really tries to make writing letters in modern times a luxurious thing, everyone should do one in a while. And I really love that idea, but I have to say I am not so satisfied with the book they have created.

Final Verdict:
I really want to say something good about this book, but when I read it, one question was on my mind: Who is this book for? Because letter enthusiasts like me might already know about most of the things listed here, how to find the right words and what the right stationery is for you. And people who can’t find the right words on their own, only find some small prompts and less guidance than you would hope for. Actually, you would get about as many or even more by googling for free. So I would not recommend it for them either. But somehow… I guess I still enjoyed it. I liked reading about something I am passionate about and knowing who wrote it was passionate about it too. I like the design and I got it as a gift, so it might be something someone else would be happy to get gifted too. Maybe it can be an acknowledgement of their passion or can start the passion in someone else. But if you want to buy it for yourself, you might be disappointed or at least have to think about what you want it for.


Greetings and good wishes (and a happy new year!!)
The Mad Hattress